Letting Go
Posted: Wednesday, June 1, 2011 by howtodategirls in
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People often come and go. We don’t own anyone nor anyone else own us. So we can’t hold on to anyone else if one day they will decide to leave and find their own way far from us.
When I was young I use to believe in fairytales with happy ending. I grew up believing that all the people I love will stay. I love my friends and I believed that they will always stay. I love my family and I know they will never leave me behind. I try to hold them on and never let them go. But, as time goes by, my friends are getting far from me. I thought it’s my fault but I can’t see that point. They started to leave me and go with other person. I was hurt and told myself that I know my family will not leave me. But when my older brother and sister decided to get married I felt the loneliness. I thought they will always be with me. But why did they leave me? Am I so bad that all people just leave me behind without even giving me such any reason? Now I believe fairy tales with happy ending never exist!
I try to live all by myself without their presence. One day someone offered me his company. He sheltered me with his love and promises. I was so delighted and happy being with him thinking that things will always be right and that he will never leave me. But one day I just woke up. He’s not with me anymore. The one whom I own and can give me an everlasting man is only a dream. Dream that will never be true!
One thing I’ve learned is not to hold someone too close to you for you will never find the strength to let them go if they decided to leave us and find the right place for them.